rant on being worried

[redfishie]

I'm worried. That's what I do...i worry.
I'm worried about money. My funding runs out in mid-august and I'm worried about how I'm going to
pay my bills. I don't have a ton of money and I need to work to live. I had a job offer in CA
I could have taken but I wanted to stay in graduate school and continue with my education. I want to strengthen
my skill base by taking a few more classes. Now I don't have a way to do that if I don't have funding or a job.
I don't know how I'm going to pay my bills...need to find a job.
sigh.
I'm worried because I have to finish my thesis. I still don't have a defense date but it should be before the end of August.
I'm frustrated because my computer died so horribly last week.
I'm worried because I woke up at 2 in the morning and haven't been able to get back to sleep.
I'm worried because my landlords came into our house last month and took property that wasn't theirs. It makes me feel like none of my belongings are safe here. hey evidently sent us something by certified mail in response
to our letter to them. There will undoubtly be more wrangling with legal aide. I have the feeling that they're the sort to take their frustrations out on security deposits....I already anticipate having to be very thorough with that when I leave.
sigh.
not in a good mood this morning.
need to stop obsessing about details and actually start doing....but that's a lot easier to say than do.