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[redfishie]

I AM: alive, tired, stiff, and contemplating.
I WANT: to be home, debt and allergy free.
I HAVE: a can of ginger ale in front of me. also good friends.
I WISH: my parents were the sort of people who could tell me they loved me or that they were proud of me once in awhile. I wish that all my friends who are looking for jobs found good ones and that all of those unhappy in their work found new and better jobs as well. I wish a lot of things...but if wishes were horses we all would ride (and the streets would be a lot messier).
I HATE:people who talk and never listen or only see their side of a situation.
I MISS: my friends who do not live near me, walking more often in the woods.
I FEAR: depression.
I HEAR: people talking, the wind, and traffic outside the building.
I WONDER: what other people are doing right now.
I REGRET: that I cannot fix some things for those I care about.
I LOVE: me, the woods, my so, friends, the clear blue sky.
I ACHE: in my neck and back, and on my left foot.
I ALWAYS: a little shy.
I AM NOT: unwilling to listen
I DANCE: whenever I can
I SING: all the time
I WRITE: less often than I should.
I WIN: sometimes...everyone does.
I LOSE: sometimes.
I CONFUSE:myself and frogs.
I NEED: a hug
I SHOULD:finish cleaning my apartment.


x. dad thinks: no idea
x. mother thinks: no idea
x. three things you are often complimented for: my hair, smile, ?
x. makes you happy: being outside in the spring
x. upsets you: thinking too much about things I can't change, people who don't look outside of themselves
x. you keep a diary: only lj really
x. you like to cook: not really
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: probably
x. you're in love: yep.
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: what's a watch?
x. you bite your fingernails: yep.
x. you believe in love: yep.


(FAVOURITES)
NUMBER: 13
COLOUR: dark green, forest green
DAY: saturday
STORE: Target
MONTH: May
SONG: Walking on Sunshine by Katrina and the Waves (no i have no idea why)
FOOD: Chicken Tikka Masala and garlic Naan
SEASON: Spring
SPORT: fencing, soccer, hockey
DRINK: chai, green tea
VEGGIE: carrots???

( PREFERENCES )
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolare milk
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?dark


( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....)
CRIED? yes.
HELPED SOMEONE? yes.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes, picked up my prescription from WalMart
GOTTEN SICK? yep. allergies
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no...but a bit before that saw Kill Bill Vol. 2
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? same as above.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? no, thought it about someone though.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? only LJ.
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? no, i've not talked to anyone except at work as I've misplaced my cell phone.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? work related.
MISSED SOMEONE? yes
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no, haven't spoken to them in quite some time
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no.


Name 9 things you hate:

1. unreasonable people
2. misconceptions
3. people who will not think for a moment that another viewpoint might exist
4. people forcing their beliefs on me
5. that puppies grow old and die
6. being cut-off in traffic
7. intolerance
8.
9.

Would you Ever.....
1. Eat a bug? yep
2. Bungee jump? maybe
3. Hang glide? yep
4. Kill someone? probably not
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? yep
6. Have sex with someone you don't love? hope not
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? maybe
8. Parachute from a plane? maybe
9. Walk on hot coals? maybe
10. Go out with someone for their looks? nope
11. For their reputation? nope
12. Be a vegetarian? yep, was one.
13. Wear plaid with stripes? yep.
14. IM a stranger: nope
15. Sing karaoke? yes
16. Get drunk off your ass? not likely, but it has happened.
17. Shoplift? nope
18. Run a red light? on purpose?
19. Star in a porn video? nope
20. Dye your hair blue? yes.
21. Be on Survivor? yes
22. Wear makeup in public? yes.
23. NOT wear makeup? yes.
25. Make someone cry? not if i can help it.
26. Call your math teacher a idiot? no.
27. Kick a baby? no.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? yes.
29. Cuss out a priest? not without a darn good reason
30. Take a job as a janitor? yes.
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? yes. my favorite one has eeyore on it.
32. Stay up all through the night? yes.
33. Drink straight espresso? no...no caffeine for me
34. Would you have sex with the person that sent this to you: no.