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Jun. 27th, 2003 09:41 pmi have free time tonight and I have no freakin' clue what to do with it. It's truly bizarre. I've been mostly home since 6:30. i've been mostly home for 3 hours...it's just plain weird. I should be on the road going somewhere or with people doing something. I have been keeping myself really busy. Partially it's because it's summer and there's fun stuff to do and people to do it with, but I think partially it's because something might be bothering me. It's hovering in the back of my head and I don't know what it is...or if it's just a figment of my imagination. If it's anything, it will come out within the next few weeks.
In general, I have a need to be doing stuff a lot. I need to do, to be, to run, to play. Some of it is I'm naturally mischevious and even though I work with cool people I don't feel like I can let that come out at work. I need to vent that more. It's not coming out enough and it's driving me nuts. My mischevious side wants to play but is at the same time being shy. It's very frustrating.
I also am a bit homesick for albany and for western mass....but it's more a missing people than missing the places thing. I have friends out here but this time of year i run into more people i know from a far.
as for what to do with myself- so far tonight I have gone to wal-mart, tried to call friends, read some harry potter, went to the puppy store and played with puppies!!!, went to wal-mart (the only game in town this late) and gotten a new laundry bin and some nifty under the shelf lights, gotten in touch with someone spiffy!, came home, IMed people, looked at tent and thought...i should roll that up and then just imed some more... :)
In general, I have a need to be doing stuff a lot. I need to do, to be, to run, to play. Some of it is I'm naturally mischevious and even though I work with cool people I don't feel like I can let that come out at work. I need to vent that more. It's not coming out enough and it's driving me nuts. My mischevious side wants to play but is at the same time being shy. It's very frustrating.
I also am a bit homesick for albany and for western mass....but it's more a missing people than missing the places thing. I have friends out here but this time of year i run into more people i know from a far.
as for what to do with myself- so far tonight I have gone to wal-mart, tried to call friends, read some harry potter, went to the puppy store and played with puppies!!!, went to wal-mart (the only game in town this late) and gotten a new laundry bin and some nifty under the shelf lights, gotten in touch with someone spiffy!, came home, IMed people, looked at tent and thought...i should roll that up and then just imed some more... :)
