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it's become clear to me as the day had gone on that despite the fact that part of me REALLY REALLY wants to go fencing tonight, that I won't get much out of it. The part of me that wants to go is small, but very vocal.
I love fencing....but I think I need a breather. I've only managed to shut up the small vocal part by promising to finally set-up my practice area in my apartment (mirror, golf ball-like ball on a string from the ceiling, etc.) It's still not completely mollified. I've been pointing out to it that it got to fight last night and will get to fight again tomorrow. Heck I have some lovely breast briuses as testament to my fighting last night.
The part of me that wants to fight doesn't care and wants to play now. It's pointing out that there will be fewer/different people tomorrow night and it would *much* rather fight tonight. *sigh*
Really I feel a bit drained today. I didn't get much sleep again and I don't think I'll learn much today. I like fencing a ton....but I don't feel like frustrating myself at it. I contemplated going down for dance practice as I really enjoy that as well...but I don't know if I'm up for that tonight either. Jenn invited me over to finish up some garb...I *might* do that. I suspect I will hop into my car and see where it takes me.
I love fencing....but I think I need a breather. I've only managed to shut up the small vocal part by promising to finally set-up my practice area in my apartment (mirror, golf ball-like ball on a string from the ceiling, etc.) It's still not completely mollified. I've been pointing out to it that it got to fight last night and will get to fight again tomorrow. Heck I have some lovely breast briuses as testament to my fighting last night.
The part of me that wants to fight doesn't care and wants to play now. It's pointing out that there will be fewer/different people tomorrow night and it would *much* rather fight tonight. *sigh*
Really I feel a bit drained today. I didn't get much sleep again and I don't think I'll learn much today. I like fencing a ton....but I don't feel like frustrating myself at it. I contemplated going down for dance practice as I really enjoy that as well...but I don't know if I'm up for that tonight either. Jenn invited me over to finish up some garb...I *might* do that. I suspect I will hop into my car and see where it takes me.
