Happiness and the need for exercise
Jun. 13th, 2003 11:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
redfishieI didn't get to fence last night and due to the new potential employee on Tuesday, I didn't get to practice that night either. Last Sunday, I got to practice late. The result of this is that I have a ton of pent up energy to use. It's to the point where I may have to rejoing my gym today and go lift and exercise myself.
I also have a goal now with that in mind. I don't want to exercise to lose weight or be more fit (although those are side benefits). I just want to kick some major a$$. Yep, I haven't fought in a few days and my energy and agression meters are up. They've actually been up higher than normal for awhile - I think this is why heavy list has been so strangely attractive again lately. This comes and goes with me, and the attraction has been there for awhile,but lately its just been getting stronger. Plus in all honesty, the hurley practice and match definitely encouraged this. I do plan on doing heavy list eventually, but I don't want to mess up my fencing...but I'm thinking I can work around this right now. Heck if I could find a heavy practice within an hour and a half of me, I'd SO be there tonight.
I think the recent bout of lots of exercise is causing this. In fact I know it is. The amusing thing is of course that I do believe in pacifism - I just like knowing how to defend myself and getting rid of excess aggression.
i need to exercise tonight in any event....I may go down to ManRay for the first time in years and dance my brains out. If I don't, by this time tomorrow I'll be so lethargic and moody as to be worthless or I'll be nuts from not exercising.
In other news, life is a good thing, even if i do keep myself monstrously busy.
I also have a goal now with that in mind. I don't want to exercise to lose weight or be more fit (although those are side benefits). I just want to kick some major a$$. Yep, I haven't fought in a few days and my energy and agression meters are up. They've actually been up higher than normal for awhile - I think this is why heavy list has been so strangely attractive again lately. This comes and goes with me, and the attraction has been there for awhile,but lately its just been getting stronger. Plus in all honesty, the hurley practice and match definitely encouraged this. I do plan on doing heavy list eventually, but I don't want to mess up my fencing...but I'm thinking I can work around this right now. Heck if I could find a heavy practice within an hour and a half of me, I'd SO be there tonight.
I think the recent bout of lots of exercise is causing this. In fact I know it is. The amusing thing is of course that I do believe in pacifism - I just like knowing how to defend myself and getting rid of excess aggression.
i need to exercise tonight in any event....I may go down to ManRay for the first time in years and dance my brains out. If I don't, by this time tomorrow I'll be so lethargic and moody as to be worthless or I'll be nuts from not exercising.
In other news, life is a good thing, even if i do keep myself monstrously busy.
